god works in mysterious ways

I have been talking with one of my friends and i still cant believe something.God, the almighty all knowing, omnipresent, powerful being, cares enough to know everything about me. not only that, but he will forgive me for anything. it makes me cry when i think of the amazing things he does for me. tears of joy. i give myself to him and i live for and through him everyday. and sometimes im just overwhelmed by his presence. this is what we have been talking about, as well as listening to some songs that really speak to us. and i think this person whom i just met minutes ago has really brought me closer to god. i think that's crazy. but i thank god so much for it because this girl has made a huge impact on me tonight. "everything about you takes my breath away" and everything about him really does take my breath away. like the fact that i had seen some one say f jesus christ on facebook. so i started talking with them. they cussed me out and called me stupid for my beliefs. but then this random girl whom iv never seen or spoken to before stands up for me and now we are bffs. god works in mysterious ways. well thats all. c ya

I'm sitting here reading Chris Rohmans blog and thinking..."Wow I can't believe how much I have been missing." I think we really get caught up in everything wrong that is happening and don't realize how lucky we really are. I always say how much I connect with their music, but now I am really listening to it. Even though all of this bad stuff is happening, I'm going to focus on all the positive things. I don't care that I was hospitalized right before Christmas... I'm happy that I recovered in time to celebrate the birth of my savior with my family. I really think my life is changing. If you would have asked me a year ago "hey, hows it goin?" i may have bursted out crying about all the horrible things that have happened. now if you would ask me, i may reply "wow the sun is shining, the birds are singing and everything is just dandy" God has really made such a huge impact my life. i'm a completely different person and for that im so so so so so grateful.
audrey out chhhh

my family

So I'm in Michigan with my uncle, aunt and cousin. We don't get to see them a lot, so I'm so excited to be here. Wyatt is two and more adorable every day. He calls my mom aunt Jen and laughs and says "I'm so silly!" how cute!
I'm also super excited because not only is my uncle hilarious and witty ( good for conversations on oh idk... PLATE TECTONICS) he also is an incredible chef. Tonight I eat like royalty.
My aunt is super nice and really cool, too... so this is going to be a fun weekend. I'm so happy that I have such an awesome family... :)
love u emm, chris and baloo!!! (don't ask)
cyaaaa, peace

science

I just have to say this
you can call me a nerd but...
i love science so much. ever since i was a third grader and i was first introduced to earth science, i have been in love with science. so i guess credit goes to Roanoke elementary school... and Mrs. Becker my third grade science teacher. i still remember the day i first learned how to classify rocks. wow, now i'm a future volcanologist. But credit for that goes to my current science teacher, Mr. Bolinger. At first I only liked astronomy and a little bit of earth science here and there, but now i have realized my passions for earth science and i have goals now that i would not have ever though of with out him. so thanks to all the great teachers I've had... and the not so great ones to.
so if i'm feeling bored or just want to thin about science, i write little songs about random things like plate tectonics, states of matter, lava and magma, and anything else we study. yep. just had to say that.
oh ya and now we are studying chemistry. at first i said eww i hate chemistry... but then amazing mr. bolinger steps in and is all like... "let's burn things and make colored fire, and make Styrofoam out of random ingredients, and implode gas to show how water vapor condenses." so now... i love chemistry!! yaaaaa.... loving this year in science cuz we really get to do stuff and go really deep into it, in elementary school it was just " there are three states of matter, solid liquid and gas." kay now lets do math. i despise math.
so now that u r bored out of your socks, i will end by saying
LOVE U EMM!!! AND SANCTUS REAL!!! AND PLATE TECTONICS!!!

sanctus real

So... time for a new blog post. Hmmmm, well of course I have to talk about Sanctus Real! Their music is just so incredible. It takes me from complete tears and depression to uncontrollable joy. If that isn't fabulous music, I don't know what is. And not only do they cheer me up in my darkest times, they also take me so much closer to god.
Now time for my... NEW YEARS RESOULIONS!!( cheering in the background)
well let's see. i would like to stop
biting my nails
thinking of him :(
saying lol out loud
forgetting what's really important (friends, family, and most of all god)
I would like to start
reading my bible more often
doing my homework before the day it's due
raising more money for speed the light
saving for college (not to far away now!)
so........ that's about it for today.... LOVE U CHRIS ROHMAN..... AND EMM!!!

obsessions... tons of 'em

What is up with this?? everything was fine and then BAM! i'm a teenager. now i get the most random obsessions. most the time i don't even like having them but they come just like a sickness. Why is it so easy for me to become obsessed with things??
here is a list of everything i have been obsessed with since i turned 13. im still 13 right now so ya.(in sequential order)
pink
hippos
penguins
twilight books*
hot 107.9 (radio station)
tyra banks show/ antm
facebook
lime green
sanctus real (insanley amazing band)*
star 88.3 (christian radio station)*

these are all the things i have been obsessed with in a five month time span, and only the ones with stars beside them are the ones I'm glad i have... wow
so my point is... Why do teenagers get obsessed so easily and what is the point of it all??